Same Auld Lang Syne

As I was browsing the internet for the lyrics of Auld Lang Syne, a song by Dan Fogelberg came out in the search. I opened the link. Then one of the songs that hit me this Christmas... EMO!

SAME AULD LANG SYNE
By Dan Fogelberg

Met my old lover in a grocery store
The snow was falling Christmas Eve
Stole behind her in the frozen foods
and I touched her on the sleeve
She didn't recognize the face at first
but then her eyes flew open wide
Tried to hug me and she spilled her purse
and we laughed until we cried
Took her groceries to the checkout stand
The food was totaled up and bagged
stood there lost in our embarrassment
as the conversation dragged
Went to have ourselves a drink or two
but couldn't find an open bar
Bought a six-pack at the liquor store
and we drank it in the car
We drank a toast to innocence, we drank a toast to now
Tried to reach beyond the emptiness but neither one knew how
She said she'd married her an architect
Kept her warm and safe and dry
She said she'd like to say she loved the man
but she didn't want to lie
I said the years had been a friend to her
and that her eyes were still as blue
But in those eyes I wasn't sure if I saw doubt or gratitude
She said she saw me in the record store
and that I must be doing well
I said the audience was heavenly
but the traveling was hell
We drank a toast to innocence we drank a toast to time
We're living in our eloquence, another old lang syne
The beers were empty and our tongues grew tired
and running out of things to say
She gave a kiss to me as I got out
and I watched her drive away
Just for a moment I was back in school
And felt that old familiar pain
And as I turned to make my way back home
the snow turned into rain

Placidus dolor

Vacuus mihi , vos es magis gauisus,
sine vos, cassus mea pectus pectoris.
Semper fide, fidei insquequo abeo,
pro vacuus vos illic est haud vita.
Unus ego moro, ego ago tantum vobis.

Vos es grate immerito,
ego vadum
exsisto solitudo vacuus vos.
amor.

Semper fidelis

I am forever yours, faithfully...


Faithfully – Journey Music Code

Be with you

As I was about to sleep, my tita turned on the telly and it was accidentally tuned to BBC One Radio. On the air was playing a song by Enrique Iglesias. I have heard this song before, probably way back in college. As I was listening to the lyrics, it has never had this profound effect on me as it had now. Bloody song, almost made me wanna punch the wall. Now I know, it is really my fault.

Monday night I feel so low
Count the hours they go so slow
I know the sound of your voice
Can save my soul
City lights, streets of gold

Look out my window to the world below
Moves so fast and it feels so cold
And I'm all alone

Don't let me die
I'm losing my mind
Baby just give me a sing

And now that you're gone
I just wanna be with you
And I can't go on
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you

I can't sleep and I'm up all night
Through these tears I try to smile
I know the touch of your hand
Can save my life

Don't let me down
Come to me now
I got to be with you some how

[Repeat Chorus]

And now that you're gone
Who am I without you now
I can't go on
I just wanna be with you

[Repeat Chorus]

Hindi ko alam ano ang pwedeng title nito..I really want to see you!

"First time around, I forgave even without an apology... ...This has made forgiveness the second time around, difficult."

Read this in your multiply.

>>>I don't know if this is the best time to bring it up, or if there would be a better time to do this. Knowing that Julian might have caused you pain. Hindi ko alam kung sino eh, pero kung sino man siya, lagot siya sakin? Kahit muay thai expert pa siya!

Well, I know that forgiveness the second time around is not about me, but the First time around, I am so sure that it is me. I want so much to say this personally, since we never actually had the time to talk things over. Parang, it's just like a snap. It started via text, it ended via text. I really want to patch things up with you. I want to make amends.

Kahit nga matagal nang hindi tayo, kahit alam kong umibig ka ng muli sa ibang tao, at kahit alam kong malayo nang mahalin mo akong muli, I am still in love with. There was never a day that I did not love you. I may have fallen for some other women in the past, still, it is you with whom my heart is. Masakit ngang tignan yung mga pictures mo sa blog e, especially the one with him. Well no one can blame me, mahal kita eh. Sobra! Pagkatapos ng TAYO, walang naging KAMI! It's not that I never looked at other girls. But I don't want to hurt other woman, knowing too well with whom my heart is still.

Sana makapag-usap na tayo. Kung hindi na pwedeng maging tayo, at least maayos ko natin ang buhay natin. I know it is my fault. You were not to blame for it. kung hindi mo na nga ako paniwalaan, maiintindihan ko eh. Pero sana, bigyan tayo ng time ni God para makapag-usap. Sana bigyan niya ako ng lakas ng loob. Pati ikaw, now that you are facing another challenge in your life. If I can lessen the pain, I will. To lessen it, I want to ask forgiveness.

Hope I could do it in person. I really want to see you!

The white ink is for privacy. At least, if you can read this, ikaw lang.<<<